i am currently wavering in that strange place between student and adulthood. a post college state of mind is, to say the least, confusing and overwhelming at times. i rarely have free time anymore but this is good in a sense. besides the obligatory full time job to make that o so precious money & "living", I am filling the hours with side projects. I am happy to say they involve art & design & fashion...but sometimes I need to remind myself that these are things I need to appreciate and not take for granted. because sometimes all i want to do is be lazy and lie in a crumpled heap in my bed doing NOTHING, with no obligations or reservations. but yes, yes, the desire for growth and movement is stronger and i have no choice but to push myself to strive forward. otherwise, what is the point?